what a shitty fucking week. nothing’s getting better with my parents. i’ve been fighting with them constantly on separate occasions this week, its fucking terrible. everything’s me. they’re driving me crazy, my paranoia is sky high right now. mix my issues with them and my utter dislike for school and its the perfect mixture for death. like i seriously don’t want to live. i was with my best friend, mariah today and she walked without looking and this truck almost hit her. of course, i panicked but at the same time, i wish it was me and also wished he wouldn’t have stopped. they’re making me lose my mind. 

why can’t life be good for a while? why does every small moment of happiness have to get shot down almost instantly?